最近

毕业了，
很多东西都变了，
人变了，事变了，
物变了，都变了，
是好还是坏呢？没有真确的答案，
无人能知将来会发生什么事。。
最近，每晚都失眠，
躺在床上6个小时，最后才睡着，
到底为什么会将？我也不知道。
压力？烦？想太多？还是你？
都有吧...
躺在床上这么久，
脑海里竟漂浮着以前一些东西。
有时还好像看见了一些以后的东西，
不懂是真是假。可我自己觉得应该是我想太多了。。

一天忙碌的生活中，我依然时时刻刻想念着她，
但一天一天的过了，感觉我们距离越来越遥远，
有时好想简单问她，你吃饱了吗？你在干嘛？
下雨了，有带伞吗？今天你过得怎样啊？
有时也希望她能和我分享她的快乐与悲伤...
但没勇气再尝试对她说...
一切的一切都埋藏在内心深处，
好多好多的好想好想对你说，
但大家都为着生活和将来打拼而努力，
各有各自己的东西要忙要伤脑筋，
加油吧！

Rubbish

Emptiness and loneliness could make a person to think much
and might cause the person change his mind throughout the decision...
nothing more or special to describe ...

let's change the topic,
I m waiting for the call that my phone did not ring...
when my phone ring that mean I got more of chance to get the order through to earn money...
please make the order as soon as possible,dont wait till the last minute ...
god bless !^^

grandma, u must be strong and get well soon!!!
please forgive me cant spend all of my time to accompany and take care on you...
I'm sorry !

最近

最近发生了好多事，
短短的一个多月里，
所有的事都发生了，
一些知道将来临的依旧到来了，
一些不知道且突如其来搞得我不知该怎么办，

宝宝的降临，
外婆的不小心，
自己一时的以为，
厄运之神的倦顾，
搞得生活乱了次序。

同时最近也常找回不然就遇到老同学，
看见你们真的很开心，
有些却依然一样，一点也没变；
有些却改变得我差不多不认得了，
但大家也过得好好的，那就好了。

Merry Christmas

an early wish to everyone ^^

Merry Christmas

Καλά Χριστούγεννα σε όλους

我们还有多少个明天

长大了，
烦恼自然的也多了，
有时压得我喘不过气来，
有时回想假如能回到永远都是小孩
天真无邪，无忧无虑，快快乐乐的生活，
那该多好，
但生命中没有一次的假如。


有时真的搞不懂，
什么是情人？什么是好朋友？
我对这世界已经越来越生疏了，
开始分不清了，
绕了一大圈终究回到了原点，
这时才发现最初的，最原始的才是最适合，
最好的，但一切都太迟了，
回头想想一开始就鼓起勇气，
也许结果会不一样。谁知？



什么是外表？
体型？矮高肥瘦胖？
它真的那么重要吗？
会影响别人还是自己的看法吗？
感觉不才是最重要的吗？

内涵与金钱相比？
你会选哪个呢？也许不相称对比吧，
但现实的人们活在更现实的时代，
什么都是金钱为主，
人为钱而生，
也有人为钱而死；
残酷无比的社会，
只会开上不会看下，
弱者永远都是失败者，
因为弱肉强食的社态。



既然相爱为什么不敢勇敢的去爱呢？
怕这怕那的？难到要等到最后一秒才来珍惜吗？
既然爱，为什么不轰轰烈烈的爱一场？
也许会有不一样的结局，
但事事难料，
但试了起码不会后悔而离去，
对得起自己也对得起她。。。


人不亡死恨少年，
潇洒体踏走一回。

为世间爱乃何从？情乃何物？
只叫人能生死相随？？？

紫轩宏院又一村，

翠及冰心似美景，

我唱我哼走一回，

想今想当心头恨，

起走起游快活去，

你曾有想起我吗？

卜庇

突然间心理有好多苦，
想说但还是说不出，

好像哑子吃黄连，心知口难言，
外婆我真的真的希望你能没事，能安全度过这次!!!

卜庇！

凌晨三点钟

现在是凌晨三点钟了，
刚考完试的我怎么没庆祝去，
也不知为什么吧，
也许是因为她？还是别的事？
最近家里发生了，
一连串恐怖且谜宜所失的事情，
导致我自己也厄运连连。。。

现在的我还不睡，
想着应该刚庆祝完醉了的你，
到底怎么了，怎样了，
但这些却是我不该想的东西，

考完试了，
毕业了，
该走了，
寻找别的出发点，
但我很舍不得你，
也许我该画上句号了。。。
再见！

说了再见才发现再也见不到。。。。

One

Is that " a "friend called as buddy that only will find you when you'r worth of value to him ?

What is the mean stand for FRIEND ?

keep bully you and they think you'r funny ?

no no no...totally wrong !

No matter how,they are just human being,

can I ask ?

who like to together with those friend who keep bully you ,

or take advantages from you ?

everytime ?anywhere ?on your big day ?cheat you ?LOL...

Aren't they are fair-weather friend ?

you make loss is not because they are bad or their fault,

but it's you own problem,didn't make friend wisely.

bad day

when the day is coming,
you can't evading,

when you'r bad luck,
you should stay at home,

when you scold by someone,
you should keep silent,

when people give you advice,
you should accept it,

when I need you ,
where are you ?
I can't feel you..
even through that maybe not important to you,
and you think can buy a new one to replace the lost one,
but that is meaningful for me !
money can buy anything but there is something money can't buy !
where are you ?I need you ah jim

Second last paper to go

Second last paper to go,
Will say bye to business after tomorrow,
yahoo....but feel kinda stressed out right now,
even I was lying on my bed but my brain still function,
what the hell wrong of my brain ?
Still got a lot haven remember it...
hope tomorrow paper can do smoothly...
all the best to those student who have to
sit for accounting & econ paper continuesly!

Uuu

U make me frustrated !

Random post 2

在希腊神话中，

玫瑰即是美神的化身，

又融进了爱神的鲜血，

它集爱与美于一身，

但玫瑰的寿命却很短暂，

灿烂并表现出最美的一面便结束了自己的生命，

玫瑰带代表浪漫，真情和珍贵与独特；

象征喜悦与爱，

也象征着深深的爱情。

它虽较小，其杆有刺，

但它也在现实中代表了爱情。

人人都向往着爱情，

生活中也少不了它，

虽然有些人被它的刺伤的满手鲜血，

但最终还是再尝试握着它。

当你试着用心，

再次把它拿起，

用对了方式方法，

也就不会再简单的被它的刺给刺伤了。。。

但有些人被伤了一次却怕了，

为何不再试多一次呢？也许结果不再一样了呢？

也许从此就找到幸福了呢？
也许就能握着另一只温暖的手走到了终点。

紫色美人迎头望，

贝翠玲珑翠碧山，

美酒我饮配琴声，

逍遥此爱别处寻，

寻人寻星你莫属。

情~

Random post

I feel kinda moody right now,
even I just left 2 more paper to go,
one more week to leave Tar college,
gonna travel one whole Malaysia with my college friends,
but I didn't feel any happy at all.
Why ?

Lotsa of friend ask me to surrender ,but I never think that way;
a lot of ppl say we has affinity but lack of luck.but I think we has both;
is there the fullstop for us ?
I never care on what ppl said ,I just care on what I felt and u,
but recently something was changed,what problem cause that ?
Your problem or my problem ?
I dont know what you are thinking cos u nvr say
even I had tried so many time to make our distance get closer,
but it doesnt work and contrarily get far and far away,
is because of my impatient ?
If I'm impatient but it's also because I too care on you...
I just want to ask myself ,

WHAT I'm doing right now ?
WHAT ?WHAT ?WHAT ?wtf...I don't know...

Are you is just one of the passing traveller in my life ?I dont really wish u'r..
I hope it's not !but sometime a lot of thing is our of our control...
but we'r the one who judge our life and
a long time relationship is maintain by both..
I had already step to you ?why don't you try ?
mabye now is not the right time...I understood.
but at least i hope u could let me know what you'r thinking,
I dont know what a girl exactly is thinking !It's my first time !
OR I received a wrong message that you given ?
did I think too much ?
maybe...only you know...


when i see ur smile,
the whole world stops and stares for awhile,
cos girl u 'r amazing,
just the way you are
~dont wanna an ending ~

Reality

Just realised what and why everyone searching for,

is that really so important money in our life ?

I know money is everything but still got exception,

everything in this world is imperfection,

this is what we called as balance.

But our world is getting unbalance because of ppl wants

through try to get maximisation in their satisfaction..

After I had been searching for long time what is the meaning of friend and I found .

friend for a lot of ppl is just like a way for them to achieve their goal or

the way help from them to earn money but,

why ppl can't think different way that is using a true heart to make friend without being get any interest or benefit from them ?

this is less and lesser or can say as impossible...

when you have nth ,your friend will leave you,

when you have no money=no friend .

when there is something shit happen,that is time to see the true face of everyday you called as best friend

I strongly agree with this statement.

So ,I will put more effort on earning money even will suffering at the first,

but I would never reverse after I go,

I m kinda hate this world because of reality,sometime feel like want to evading it,

but that is not the best solution...

It's time to face the reality cause this world is cruel !

men should focus on career more than anything !

need you

I need you....

SINCE 19 's

A short post...

I don't know how to describe my feeling right now...

I just feel like my life is so suck...

Have u ever try before being force to a corner ?

All the thing all the people all over the thing make u going to cut ur breath ,

feel like kinda stressed out and fed-up on myself sometime,but what else I can do ?

Life 's so contradiction,what is really good and what is really bad for you ?

When I was young ,I dream all the time to grow;

When I was growing,I wish I can back to the childhood time...

wth...from a small boy to a teen now,and learning how to be a real man...

It's time I have to bear all the burden of my own expenses,

try to living without family support...I hope I can do it and someone can teach me !

LIFE with money is LIVE ;
LIFE without money is still LIVE.
but just different live...
depend..

back to starting point

After a long distance,long way I went ,now still back to begining point;

Is good Is good,this is what I searching for since the day I decided come to kl...

EXPERIENCE !wohoo...

Next month gonna graduate from TARC and gonna make a wisely decision again...

whether use the holidays time to find a job and work in KL or SG airline ?

I heard some advise from someone go SG work to gain some capital and come back to kl for carve out...SG economics is faster than Malaysia ten times...blablabla and so on...

After heard it and think back,got point got point !

But anyway,decision is still on me...

I want to set up a business and make it successful by myself not because of help from U !

future is holding on my hand !HERE I come to u ,my bright and challenging future !

I m half ready...LOL....

I must pass all my subject with flying color !

I would do all my best and never feel regret !

ALL the BEST all my dearest friend !!!

101010

101010 ?

ONE LOVE ONE LOVE ONE LOVE ?

It's 2010 October 10,

gonna end up my a-level college life,

but still dont know whether I can successfully graduate or not...

still is an unknown for me...

time is getting close,

and I have to sit for the 2nd time for my AS math exam paper,

quite nervous but I haven touch it yet,

recently crazy on A2 math,is difficult then what u cant think from As math...

Oh gosh...somebody call 911 ?

is useless also..

choiceless now,just study and do all I can all the way...

good luck to those who gonna sit for the exam too ,

Buck Up everyone !

Contradiction

Everyone sure have think before "Is that suitable to having a relationship with someone for a teenager" ?Now I got the answer but it's just my own opinion..
Exactly,to have a relationship is not suitable for a teen because we'r still young and cannot think maturity...somemore we has no any stable income ...so,where is our income source come from ?It's from our parent...
what we should do now ?study hard to get at least a degree ?got a lot of ppl is doing so...
but are they realise what they want actually ?who can give us a promise after study hard through graduate then can get a higher income job ?nobody...
In another way,if for a teenager not to study what they can do ?
Life is contradiction...
so,no need to feel vexing or stresses out because it's useless...
Just try to think different way or should be say
think the way u never think before,
believe what you are believing through can make a wisely choice...
time is flies like a dash,so make yourselves

never feel regret and do it all the way you can !

Remember,

u just need to win urself but not the world...

Thank you

THANKS TO ALL MY FRIEND for gave me so many birthday wishes...
I m here especially say thanks to Brendon ,Kv ,Adam,Gan,Edwin,Ping,Mak gor,Robin,CK,Kitty,Kaisun,Vchyi and Suzie...for coming celebrated my birthday ...
others than thanks is still thank you !!!I wont forget my 19 year old birthday !
REALLY THANKs U GUYS AND GALS A LOT...appreciate !!!
I love you all !

Never and ever

Don't ever think I m happy by my smile ;

Don't ever think I m strong by my sillyness ;

Don't ever judge me by my appearance ;

Don't ever fool me by my small little eye ;

Don't ever think I m strong that I never cry ;

Don't ever think I m without emotional ;

Dont ever ..

never ever

yeah

SINGLE LIFE

IS

SO

FREEDOM

Headache..

EXAM IS COMING again...

FEEL GOOD

Everything is alright now...

back to the normal...^^

thanks to all my friend who care on me and gave me their hand when i need most!

To all my bro

U all have had some misunderstandings,
and I got fault also that I use the wrong word and sentences through to made all of u so unhappy..
I think u all know me clear,right ?I m not that kind of person...
I 'm not that mean to choose whether who la..or break our friendship with u guys...
I very appreciate u guy and never regret to know all of u in my whole life and I really want all of u be my buddy for my lifetime if possible...
I 'm really sorry for my wrong post ,and u all know I m not that good to present something by words ,summore in english,rite ?
I wrote quit is to represent less la...cos u all know my result also,rite ?
If i not try to make some change to get a better result now, how I could make myself qualify into degree ? I really really wish to spend my university time with u guys around 3 year in HELP...and I just need to sacrifies 2 month,it's worth !cos when I with u all buddy,i really enjoy and happy to do those crazy stuff together !please understand me ,I m not that kind of heartless fren,ok ?I really want want want to join with u guy on that day,but I was really sickening badly...
u all can understand my feeling on that day when I received my as result ?brend and adam them got a not bad result ?but me ?they are more clever than me ...I hope I can just like them also...
but who gonna help me ?
I don't know how to say dy...I hope u all can really same like past call me out to do anything even u all know I might no go along with u guy also,but at least tell me,if possible possible i'd go with u guys....thanks and appreciate!!!!!

Malaysia's 53

MERDEKA MERdeka merdeka

Wish Malaysia 53'S year old birthday here ...

Here I come to u

Apologise 1st to all because I was so unresponsible and cast aside my blog in the near future,

everything is still happening smoothly ,and I m going to sit for my A2 examination in few months time later meanwhile resit for my AS exam paper.This will be the last chance for me that not to let my family look me down,but I'm keep making myself look like depraved...my future seem like hopeless I know if i still going my life with ENJOYING & EXTRABAGANCE now...even i know that I shouldn't but I still doing...

Everything seem like going bad but since I knew you,everything has changed..........

Is you J.K.X.FF...and I know you knew that I m saying you ...u might not to see this post..

I never meet a girl just like you that I'd thinking you all the time,

and I had changing myself and sacrificed lotsa of thing that just want to make you love me more...I quit club,quit nightlife,quit alcohol,quite flirt girl was just want to make you happy and feel secure while with me...you are the only one that I'd think want to stable my life now through making money to give you all I could and marry you...I know I was just having a pipe dream but I would make it all come true in the future if u willing walk with me through to future...

I don't know why I would awakening my blog that had been slept for a long time while I'm sick badly now ....

Anyway,I'd use all my effort to strike my result with flying color prove to my family...

and spending my time with u ...

王力宏 - 你不知道的事

王力宏 - 你不知道的事

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛 才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星 但几颗会落地
我飞行 但你坠落之际
很靠近 还听见呼吸
对不起 我却没捉紧你
你不知道我为什麽离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像 倾盆大雨 碎了满地
在心里清晰
你不知道我为什麽狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是 你不知道的事
蝴蝶眨几次眼睛 才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星 但几颗会落地
我飞行 但你坠落之际
很靠近 还听见呼吸
对不起 我却没捉紧你
你不知道我为什麽离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像 倾盆大雨 碎了满地
在心里清晰
你不知道我为什麽狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是 你不知道的事
我飞行 但你坠落之际
你不知道我为什麽离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像 倾盆大雨 碎了满地
在心里清晰
你不知道我为什麽狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是 你不知道的事

nice song and movie...

7 meaningful sentences

1. I love you is not because of who you are ,but because of who I'm when I am with you;
2.No MAN or WOMAN is worth ur tears adn the one who is, won't make you cry ;
3.Just because someone doesn't love you the way u want them to,doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have;
4.A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart;
5.The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you cant have them ;
6.never frown,even when you are sad ,because you never know who is falling in love with ur smile;
7.To the world you may be one person ,but to one person you may the world

0603 raining morning

It's so long time I did't touch my blog already,
but now why I do so ?
Don't try to ask me,the answer would be
I don't know also...
Is raining heavily outside now,what I suppose to do ???
I m sitting alone in dinning room ,
listening to Fly fm ,
want reading throughly the business studies notes ,
but it's too many chapter and I try to persuade myself I can do that,
IS that cheating action ?I don't know...I had lost my definite view of my life,
but don't worries all my reader, I will find myself back...
Meanwhile I m thinking on someone ,
but she is definetly in her slumberland now,
I want take a rest to travel to find the original NEO back as some of friend told me....
I don't know why you are so emotional and moody this few days ,
maybe bcause of my foolish action make all the decision for you through make you feel annoying,I m sorry...

THE lost...

I lost myself in lonesome dessert ,

I cant find the right way to return ,

this happened was what I expected before I decide starting this trip,

I lost myself,

I keep myself survive in spite of dangerous,

when I saw a bottle of water,

I'll hold it tightly even spend all my energy,

but when I got it,

and I found ,that cant assuage my thirst ,

just make me more thirsty and more dry...

at the end

will I die or keep survive on untoward circumstances ?

who know....

NYC

sorry for cast aside my blog in the near future ,
this maybe cause due to the exam as the main reason and other various kind of reasons ,
by the way ,I'm going to end up my new year holidays and return to college again as usual ,
IS that the words stand for ?
CHINESE NEW YEAR =CNY ??
Neo Yew Chong ?

can u find out what was the similar thing ?can figure out ?
because lack of time and exhausted through make me need to turn off now ,
so I will update soon my latest message to everyone my reader...

thanks !!!

love you biii-tiff

1st post in 2010

WISH you all good luck in 2010...
when I got my 1st semester A-level result,
I was totally taken aback,but exactly it was in expecting...
What else can I do ?endeavor ?ya,I should...
but I did't do it, I'm trying...

Tff, love u baby...
I will bring u all I can whether it's just obtain 1 smile from u...