Monday, September 21, 2009

complicated

i don 't know how to describe my feelings right now,
because i m really complicated like dumbfound at all ,
4days of holidays going to end ,
meantime i will be going back to college again,
going back to school,
going back to meet my friend,
going back to meet my sakai gang follower,
and going back to meet you,
i don 't know how should i face you when we meet,
i was look like lose one's way or eat some hallucinogen,
i think i really fall in love with you deeply,
i don't dare face to face to tell you my feelings to you ,
because i scare i will lose a friend like you after u heard it,
but
i know that u'd know already,
but would you give me a chance ?
i think you won't ,
i m going to give up ,
give up in giving up you,
i m trying to forget you ,
but it's impossible...
but i will hope you always be the one
who always happy
as a clam as sandboy
as the day is long !
please don't feel troublesome on me
because it's not deserve...k!

Friday, September 18, 2009

Mardigras night

This is the 1st time i went for KL night club but not jb,
the main purpose i and my friend at there was for the celebration for Kae Ni 's birthday!
wish here "Happy birthday" to her again ...

That night , how terribleness was...

How can i be beside oneself with enthusiasm??
How can i liquor-saturated though steeped in liquor ??
How can i be so turned on ??
How can i forget your existence ?
How can i can be so high ?
How can i be so over ?

How can i ?
How can i ?How can i ?
How can i ?How can i ?How can i ?

I was totally drunken...
and somebody told me i was vomitted on somebody tat i precious...
I just want to tell her " sorry" of my drunkeness ...
tat's all !

wish all ENJOY THEIR HOLIDAYS !

Wednesday, September 9, 2009