Never and ever

Don't ever think I m happy by my smile ;

Don't ever think I m strong by my sillyness ;

Don't ever judge me by my appearance ;

Don't ever fool me by my small little eye ;

Don't ever think I m strong that I never cry ;

Don't ever think I m without emotional ;

Dont ever ..

never ever

yeah

SINGLE LIFE

IS

SO

FREEDOM

Headache..

EXAM IS COMING again...

FEEL GOOD

Everything is alright now...

back to the normal...^^

thanks to all my friend who care on me and gave me their hand when i need most!

To all my bro

U all have had some misunderstandings,
and I got fault also that I use the wrong word and sentences through to made all of u so unhappy..
I think u all know me clear,right ?I m not that kind of person...
I 'm not that mean to choose whether who la..or break our friendship with u guys...
I very appreciate u guy and never regret to know all of u in my whole life and I really want all of u be my buddy for my lifetime if possible...
I 'm really sorry for my wrong post ,and u all know I m not that good to present something by words ,summore in english,rite ?
I wrote quit is to represent less la...cos u all know my result also,rite ?
If i not try to make some change to get a better result now, how I could make myself qualify into degree ? I really really wish to spend my university time with u guys around 3 year in HELP...and I just need to sacrifies 2 month,it's worth !cos when I with u all buddy,i really enjoy and happy to do those crazy stuff together !please understand me ,I m not that kind of heartless fren,ok ?I really want want want to join with u guy on that day,but I was really sickening badly...
u all can understand my feeling on that day when I received my as result ?brend and adam them got a not bad result ?but me ?they are more clever than me ...I hope I can just like them also...
but who gonna help me ?
I don't know how to say dy...I hope u all can really same like past call me out to do anything even u all know I might no go along with u guy also,but at least tell me,if possible possible i'd go with u guys....thanks and appreciate!!!!!

Malaysia's 53

MERDEKA MERdeka merdeka

Wish Malaysia 53'S year old birthday here ...

Here I come to u

Apologise 1st to all because I was so unresponsible and cast aside my blog in the near future,

everything is still happening smoothly ,and I m going to sit for my A2 examination in few months time later meanwhile resit for my AS exam paper.This will be the last chance for me that not to let my family look me down,but I'm keep making myself look like depraved...my future seem like hopeless I know if i still going my life with ENJOYING & EXTRABAGANCE now...even i know that I shouldn't but I still doing...

Everything seem like going bad but since I knew you,everything has changed..........

Is you J.K.X.FF...and I know you knew that I m saying you ...u might not to see this post..

I never meet a girl just like you that I'd thinking you all the time,

and I had changing myself and sacrificed lotsa of thing that just want to make you love me more...I quit club,quit nightlife,quit alcohol,quite flirt girl was just want to make you happy and feel secure while with me...you are the only one that I'd think want to stable my life now through making money to give you all I could and marry you...I know I was just having a pipe dream but I would make it all come true in the future if u willing walk with me through to future...

I don't know why I would awakening my blog that had been slept for a long time while I'm sick badly now ....

Anyway,I'd use all my effort to strike my result with flying color prove to my family...

and spending my time with u ...

王力宏 - 你不知道的事

王力宏 - 你不知道的事

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛 才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星 但几颗会落地
我飞行 但你坠落之际
很靠近 还听见呼吸
对不起 我却没捉紧你
你不知道我为什麽离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像 倾盆大雨 碎了满地
在心里清晰
你不知道我为什麽狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是 你不知道的事
蝴蝶眨几次眼睛 才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星 但几颗会落地
我飞行 但你坠落之际
很靠近 还听见呼吸
对不起 我却没捉紧你
你不知道我为什麽离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像 倾盆大雨 碎了满地
在心里清晰
你不知道我为什麽狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是 你不知道的事
我飞行 但你坠落之际
你不知道我为什麽离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像 倾盆大雨 碎了满地
在心里清晰
你不知道我为什麽狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是 你不知道的事

nice song and movie...

7 meaningful sentences

1. I love you is not because of who you are ,but because of who I'm when I am with you;
2.No MAN or WOMAN is worth ur tears adn the one who is, won't make you cry ;
3.Just because someone doesn't love you the way u want them to,doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have;
4.A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart;
5.The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you cant have them ;
6.never frown,even when you are sad ,because you never know who is falling in love with ur smile;
7.To the world you may be one person ,but to one person you may the world

0603 raining morning

It's so long time I did't touch my blog already,
but now why I do so ?
Don't try to ask me,the answer would be
I don't know also...
Is raining heavily outside now,what I suppose to do ???
I m sitting alone in dinning room ,
listening to Fly fm ,
want reading throughly the business studies notes ,
but it's too many chapter and I try to persuade myself I can do that,
IS that cheating action ?I don't know...I had lost my definite view of my life,
but don't worries all my reader, I will find myself back...
Meanwhile I m thinking on someone ,
but she is definetly in her slumberland now,
I want take a rest to travel to find the original NEO back as some of friend told me....
I don't know why you are so emotional and moody this few days ,
maybe bcause of my foolish action make all the decision for you through make you feel annoying,I m sorry...

THE lost...

I lost myself in lonesome dessert ,

I cant find the right way to return ,

this happened was what I expected before I decide starting this trip,

I lost myself,

I keep myself survive in spite of dangerous,

when I saw a bottle of water,

I'll hold it tightly even spend all my energy,

but when I got it,

and I found ,that cant assuage my thirst ,

just make me more thirsty and more dry...

at the end

will I die or keep survive on untoward circumstances ?

who know....

NYC

sorry for cast aside my blog in the near future ,
this maybe cause due to the exam as the main reason and other various kind of reasons ,
by the way ,I'm going to end up my new year holidays and return to college again as usual ,
IS that the words stand for ?
CHINESE NEW YEAR =CNY ??
Neo Yew Chong ?

can u find out what was the similar thing ?can figure out ?
because lack of time and exhausted through make me need to turn off now ,
so I will update soon my latest message to everyone my reader...

thanks !!!

love you biii-tiff

1st post in 2010

WISH you all good luck in 2010...
when I got my 1st semester A-level result,
I was totally taken aback,but exactly it was in expecting...
What else can I do ?endeavor ?ya,I should...
but I did't do it, I'm trying...

Tff, love u baby...
I will bring u all I can whether it's just obtain 1 smile from u...

31 december

Say sorry to my beloved...

sry cant acc u,
sry cant share u trouble,
sry i m not tat caring,
SORRY !
i 'm really sorry...

No enough for me

ONE day 24 hours is NOT enough FOR me...

everyday just sleep 5 hours ?enough or scarce ?
i have nth to say on u,speechless.
our distances get far and far away..

I want to say :

STOP !!!

I hate completely this kind of feeling...
untruth

2009 is going to end soon;
2010 is coming few days more,
no matter what was happened in this 09 year
should packing it onto rubbish bin and send it away,
meantime,thinking positively and work harder and harder
to reach new targets to growing and be more maturity,
that's the one and only one way,don't have shortcut,
what you have do,what you will get,
learn more to prevent loss more,
loss more through to learn more...
new starting point...
wao...everyone ,
buck up.!!

快乐其实很简单

快乐，是可以分享的。
快乐，需要一些过程。
快乐，总是能被记得。
因为记忆只留下美好的，
你是你自己的作者，
何必写那么难演的剧本。
别怪话说的太多了，
我只是不要你不快乐。。。
记得“知足常乐”，
但人是永远满足不了的动物。

awkward predicament...

when your situation now which is between two fires,
move forward or backward would make you nerve-racking,
but you still need to make a wisely decision as I know as well...
you should sacrifice something while making decision ,
cannot keep both going on...

Get used to ?became a habit ?
If you lost the feeling on,but why still want to keep going on ?
You should stop and drop off someone at the wayside of journey ,
and look forward to fetch

your right person ,in your life ,
at the right time ,
in the right place.

Of my principle theory ,never exist that who can't live without who,
it's just an excuse of you to lie yourself,
to make yourself feel more better,
you should face it with all the brave although you don't know the answer or result,
but at least you try to fight and get what you want...

at least you try...
at least you try...
at least you try...

maybe at the last u will covered all over with cuts and bruises,
but you will growing...
and u learn something important !

why people like or need to apologies?
once you say sorry to someone might love you,
someone will get hurt...

1st sorry,doesn't get feel,
2nd sorry ,some percipience,
3rd sorry,hurt deeply
(traffic light theory)...^^

when you told someone sorry,
please rethink ...
If you like someone ,pls dun just keep it in inside your heart,
try to show it out...don't exist any chance to make you feel regret in the future...


class end !
haha....
working working working,
money money money,
everyday working...
exhausted!!!
but get not salary la...
only experience...
by the way,it's enough for me now !

Love Choice

As I believe that wherever you are right now is the result of what you’ve done in the past.
Supernatural Law of Nature, cause and effect, always applies in life.
And of course, what you are doing today will impact your tomorrow outcome.
That's CHOICE...include LOVE !

How would you describe your current relationship (or future relationship, if you don’t have one now)
with your partner in one word?
Vigorous ?Passionate? Tragic? Drama? Enlightened? Ecstasy? Lucky?ambiguous ?

3 simple steps process are for you to make CONSCIOUS CHOICE about your relationship...
It's just my opinion ...

1: Make a Wish List
2: Bridge the Gap
3: Growth Your Choice

and I always confident believe that
MIRACLE will happen when you keep with faith, wisdom and perseverance in action.

Class end!
haha...

nice song 我爱她

丁当 - 我爱她
-next happiness station movie song

他的轻狂留在 某一节车厢
地下铁里的风 比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

我爱她 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我爱她 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最终的荒唐


如果还有遗憾 又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

我爱她 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开 爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖 越多的空白
该怎么去爱

我爱她 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我爱她 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以 很好

作词：黄婷 作曲：陈威全

I'm speechless,
I don't know how to tell you,
I don't know how to express my feeling,
If u ask me,I will say I miss U under my theory of miss !!!