starting from this moment

after think and think thought make me got the answer ,
the answer rise before my eyes from my mind throught let me made the decision.
hope that was the wisely decision i made,
but i don't know whether will i fall by the wayside ,
i need someone that can really help me ,give me support and teach me...
regardless of start from the lower basic ,i will try it and put down my social status...

a man should regard career as important !

hope my mind and my action can be in unanimity!

but sometime is not what we can control...

i m not to have the intent to hurting you,if have ,i m so sorry !

i m trying to catch up my dream...

Extraordinary thinking

sorry for neglecting this blog for so long time,i don't feel to updating it,coz my laziness

and busyness for the coming end year exam...

when it started ?

how it started ?

where it started ?

Wonder,wondering,and...i m the wonderer!

i was thinking a lot of superfluous thing ,

but i can't try not to make myself to think bout it,

something will happen,it still on the way ...

but after some word from other made me conscious thought knowing

all i was thinking it's just my thinking cap...

period is the best prove one's point, so just waiting,

but i m lack of time...

Gratifying movie...

a great and pleasing movie,but no more show in cinema...
it's really touching and romantic !

don't have any reason for you to say NO if u have opportunity to watch !

evaporated...

Say " Hi "and "Sorry " to all whos never check out from my blog reader,
for the reason that i had like evaporated recently from earth and
just left my blog half-dead...
By the way, i come here again ...^^


Last Saturday was my 18 year old birthday,
this time was totally differ from past,
this time was not collide with examination week,BUT...
same day as MID-AUTUMN FESTIVAL...wowowo!
The God had given me a great present tat is the huge and spherical moon
alike a larger birthday cake...
it happened by chance once in my lifetime ,
maybe again but seemingly minor of the probability...
hardly to calculate when it will happen again!

This time was the most unforgettable pleasant memories...
but felt sorry to my family members that i can 't make myself to meet them,
and did 't appear on Moon festival family gathering party ...i felt so sorry !
hope you all understand .

By the way, my friend was celebration with me a day before the actual day
that was FRIDAY 's night at Maison ..SO sorry friend if i did 't get answer called from anyone,
especially from Winston,Mei Yee , Jaclyn and others.....sorry!
1st time in Maison ,the first impression for me is not bad but the service was too unsatisfaction...
improve more ,okay ?hehe
But
i think i won 't go Maison again if not necessary or nothing special...


Before went there ,
i received something special called present
whence haven 't reached on my birthday day,
i get surprised when i received ...get shocked !


here is the present !















Envious ? if you wan just come take with me,dare you ?
hehe...i know you all won 't,rite...

Don't get shocked after seeing ,okay ?
don 't shocked la...relax!

thanks for ABC,
not that common ABC,
not that ABC too...

that is
that is
that is

A=ADAM
B=BRENDON
C=CARWYN

so fortuitously,rite ?haha...
i think they PAKAT already before they born..
nice name ...
maybe i will rename myself from

N=NEO to

D=?

D = Destrier ?
Destructionist ?
or

Dettol....

i won 't change my name ,okay !i love my name!

haha...
okay,not the time now k...
left one more ,J...he's Jacky,
he got something more important to do,
so can 't make himself with us,
i understood your situation ,i won 't sulky on you .


After that we had fun and fool around whole night at there,
i want to thanks one more person that really important for me,
thanks to xiao yu ,
thanks to your painstaking and nice blog ,
thanks for appeared in my 18 year old party,
others than say thanks to you i don 't know what else i can say,
i m really pleasant ...

thanks you !

Should i show you all the real behind?
i think i should...
Has you all feel inquisitive of what's really inside the LV bag ?

Let me show you what exactly inside the bag...




















a mostly special present i received among of others....





















wtf ?little NEO ,izzit ?
sure must be your weird idea Ms Carwyn !
rite ?



thanks to you all !
i was happy as a clam and thanks for giving me
an unforgettable sweet eighteen birthday memories !

THANKS YOU !

e

THANKS TO ALL !!!


i wll post up picture as soon as possible ...be patience

OCTOBER

complicated

i don 't know how to describe my feelings right now,
because i m really complicated like dumbfound at all ,
4days of holidays going to end ,
meantime i will be going back to college again,
going back to school,
going back to meet my friend,
going back to meet my sakai gang follower,
and going back to meet you,
i don 't know how should i face you when we meet,
i was look like lose one's way or eat some hallucinogen,
i think i really fall in love with you deeply,
i don't dare face to face to tell you my feelings to you ,
because i scare i will lose a friend like you after u heard it,
but
i know that u'd know already,
but would you give me a chance ?
i think you won't ,
i m going to give up ,
give up in giving up you,
i m trying to forget you ,
but it's impossible...
but i will hope you always be the one
who always happy
as a clam as sandboy
as the day is long !
please don't feel troublesome on me
because it's not deserve...k!

Mardigras night

This is the 1st time i went for KL night club but not jb,
the main purpose i and my friend at there was for the celebration for Kae Ni 's birthday!
wish here "Happy birthday" to her again ...

That night , how terribleness was...

How can i be beside oneself with enthusiasm??
How can i liquor-saturated though steeped in liquor ??
How can i be so turned on ??
How can i forget your existence ?
How can i can be so high ?
How can i be so over ?

How can i ?
How can i ?How can i ?
How can i ?How can i ?How can i ?

I was totally drunken...
and somebody told me i was vomitted on somebody tat i precious...
I just want to tell her " sorry" of my drunkeness ...
tat's all !

wish all ENJOY THEIR HOLIDAYS !

3 guys

090909

Test 2 is on process....

31~1 september

i were feeling great but some sorrowful was came out from my heart because i m going back to KL tomorrow!
i was get-together with some of my buddy at somewhere native place at
Kota Tinggi -Johor
(nice place that has lotsa of nature resource such as waterfall,beach like Bali island !!!once u come u will forget where ur home it's...lolll.)
call "AK"
haha...
there was a place full of my secondary reminiscence .
BUT there was an individual matter just now...
my buddy took my phone away and took someone of my contact number from my contact list,
but he did 't tell me who are he taken...haha...
hope that person is not you .
i don't know what i m thinking of recently,
i think i was fall in love with BLOG-ING..
In spite of don 't have any special event was happened but i still blogging...
maybe i will less update my blog because of my home in KL don 't have the wireless facility!
till here lol...


once u were browsing my blog,don 't u mind to leave your footprint?
why not ?gimme some invaluable advice...

lonely

i m not going for countdown with my friend and stay alone at home.
started from 11 morning till now about 12midnight,
mostly 90 % of time i m facing with my book
and laptop...but i still has lotsa of note not done yet...
i don't really know what i m doing for the most time.

Two more days ,i m going back to the Kl again by CAR,
this time it would be different from last ...

...moody ...

the ORPHAN

I went for sang k at redbox with some of my sworn followers today.

I was look like don't care everything and sang aloud differ from past that like sang for only ant can hear it...maybe it can't hear it also!

LOL....

It's wonderful tried and trained for me ...

After that , we went for watched a movie with title

"THE ORPHAN"

it's a ghastly movie and it detail it's hardly to describe because of my lazy ...

LOL....

i just can tell u all, this is really a outrageous and detestable movie that i saw in this year!

it's most horrible than the past well-known big film 'COMING SOON'....

btw, just go buy ticket and take a sit in the movie house but you must with the term of 18age and above !!!

exactly i am unwillingness went for just now activity but no one was forced me ...
but i was promise with my buddy ,so i need to go...
recently, my life was in a muck , how come ?
can somebody give me some advice ?
can somebody inspire me ?

decison

It was already 2 pm ,

i m not turn off yet,

can somebody tell me what i m doing for ?

i m troublesome on making some decision...

i were confusing in whether which one is the best for me...

lastly, i was made a decision that are

" stop thinking and turn off to get rest !"

let GOD make the decision for me....

Summer vacation...

one weeks of summer vacation,

for me >>> ............................it's meaningless ...

cos after 1 weeks of this vacation ,

i m going to facing

MY TEST 2 examination...

....wtf....

i still have lotsa of unknown for me to do research,

so,in this last minute,

i m going to bust one's ass on my studies

till here lol , i will keep my blog always keep on date..

i dun noe wat i m thinking for,i were feeling with u but not sure...

how should i do ?

wao....!!!~webding words

~holiadys is coming~

mean =~

~holidays is coming~

shit!!!

how can i be so careless ?

or

m i too out of luck ?

WHERE was MY KEY GONE ???

are it lose due to carelessness ???

i need to make some change of my life-style...
someone told me, every person will lose his/her 100 time of "THING" ,
so , should i fell cheerful of lose this small item...???

-玉-米-

路，该怎么走，交错复杂，下一站会在哪里-

路，该往哪走，幸福的方向，会否就在前方-

路，走得太累，是否停留，等待，也许更加幸福-

- 竹-风 -玉-米-

TAGged....

Instructions for fellow sheep: You've been tagged, you have the honor of copying all these goofy questions, writing your own response, and tagging 25 other victims. You have to tag me so really you just need 24 more people.


1. What time did you get up this morning?
7 am lol

2. How do you like your steak?
i like fillet steak only...haha

3. What was the last movie you saw at the cinema?
BLOOD-The last vampire..

4. What is your favorite TV show?
Anything tat can make me excited...haha!

5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be?
Arctic Ocean or Barbados...too pretty ed

6. What did you have for breakfast?
Forced to drink a cup of hot drink =.=

7. What is your favorite cuisine?
cuisine nouvelle lol...am i fastidious ? haha

8. What foods do you dislike?
seafood but allegic cant eat....

9. Favorite Place to Eat?
above tree...a restaurant in JB

10. Favorite dressing?
smart n casual lol

11.What kind of vehicle do you drive?
JAGUAR...

12. What are your favorite clothes?
anything tat can cover my body from naked...no leaf!!!

13. Where would you visit if you had the chance?
around the world

14. Cup 1/2 empty or 1/2 full
????

15. Where would you want to retire?
too early to plan la...

16. Favorite time of day?
morning, if i can wake up..haha

17. Where were you born?
a place have doc. n nurse lol...noob! it must be HOSPITAL ...dun ask bored question, ok!

18. What is your favorite sport to watch?
badminton

19. Who do you think will not tag you back?
........

20. Person you expect to tag you back first?
......

21. Who are you most curious about their responses to this?
.......every

122. Bird watcher?
bored....

23. Are you a morning person or a night person?
nite la...nowdays where got morning person o ???

24. Do you have any pets?
no...

25. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share?
....too long...lazy to type la...

26. What did you want to be when you were little?
lawyer...

27. What is your best childhood memory?
...too many

28. Are you a cat or dog person?
nooo..both wrong...

29. Are you married?
no

30. Always wear your seat belt?
always...

31. Been in a car accident?
of course

32. Any pet peeves?
nope

33. Favorite Pizza Toppings?
...

34. Favorite Flower?
any

35. Favorite ice cream?
any

36. Favorite fast food restaurant?
A & W

37. How many times did you fail your driver's test?
nope

38. From whom did you get your last email?
....

39. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?
any...

40. Do anything spontaneous lately?
nonono...

41. Like your job?
like...

42. Broccoli?
taste good

43. What was your favorite vacation?
Redand island...

44. Last person you went out to dinner with?
fren...

45. What are you listening to right now?
....

46. What is your favorite color?
WHITE N BLACK..

47. How many tattoos do you have?
DUN HAVE

48. How many are you tagging for this quiz?
a few

49. What time did you finish this quiz?
8.15

50. Coffee Drinker?
yup