bad day

when the day is coming,
you can't evading,

when you'r bad luck,
you should stay at home,

when you scold by someone,
you should keep silent,

when people give you advice,
you should accept it,

when I need you ,
where are you ?
I can't feel you..
even through that maybe not important to you,
and you think can buy a new one to replace the lost one,
but that is meaningful for me !
money can buy anything but there is something money can't buy !
where are you ?I need you ah jim

Second last paper to go

Second last paper to go,
Will say bye to business after tomorrow,
yahoo....but feel kinda stressed out right now,
even I was lying on my bed but my brain still function,
what the hell wrong of my brain ?
Still got a lot haven remember it...
hope tomorrow paper can do smoothly...
all the best to those student who have to
sit for accounting & econ paper continuesly!

Uuu

U make me frustrated !

Random post 2

在希腊神话中，

玫瑰即是美神的化身，

又融进了爱神的鲜血，

它集爱与美于一身，

但玫瑰的寿命却很短暂，

灿烂并表现出最美的一面便结束了自己的生命，

玫瑰带代表浪漫，真情和珍贵与独特；

象征喜悦与爱，

也象征着深深的爱情。

它虽较小，其杆有刺，

但它也在现实中代表了爱情。

人人都向往着爱情，

生活中也少不了它，

虽然有些人被它的刺伤的满手鲜血，

但最终还是再尝试握着它。

当你试着用心，

再次把它拿起，

用对了方式方法，

也就不会再简单的被它的刺给刺伤了。。。

但有些人被伤了一次却怕了，

为何不再试多一次呢？也许结果不再一样了呢？

也许从此就找到幸福了呢？
也许就能握着另一只温暖的手走到了终点。

紫色美人迎头望，

贝翠玲珑翠碧山，

美酒我饮配琴声，

逍遥此爱别处寻，

寻人寻星你莫属。

情~

Random post

I feel kinda moody right now,
even I just left 2 more paper to go,
one more week to leave Tar college,
gonna travel one whole Malaysia with my college friends,
but I didn't feel any happy at all.
Why ?

Lotsa of friend ask me to surrender ,but I never think that way;
a lot of ppl say we has affinity but lack of luck.but I think we has both;
is there the fullstop for us ?
I never care on what ppl said ,I just care on what I felt and u,
but recently something was changed,what problem cause that ?
Your problem or my problem ?
I dont know what you are thinking cos u nvr say
even I had tried so many time to make our distance get closer,
but it doesnt work and contrarily get far and far away,
is because of my impatient ?
If I'm impatient but it's also because I too care on you...
I just want to ask myself ,

WHAT I'm doing right now ?
WHAT ?WHAT ?WHAT ?wtf...I don't know...

Are you is just one of the passing traveller in my life ?I dont really wish u'r..
I hope it's not !but sometime a lot of thing is our of our control...
but we'r the one who judge our life and
a long time relationship is maintain by both..
I had already step to you ?why don't you try ?
mabye now is not the right time...I understood.
but at least i hope u could let me know what you'r thinking,
I dont know what a girl exactly is thinking !It's my first time !
OR I received a wrong message that you given ?
did I think too much ?
maybe...only you know...


when i see ur smile,
the whole world stops and stares for awhile,
cos girl u 'r amazing,
just the way you are
~dont wanna an ending ~

Reality

Just realised what and why everyone searching for,

is that really so important money in our life ?

I know money is everything but still got exception,

everything in this world is imperfection,

this is what we called as balance.

But our world is getting unbalance because of ppl wants

through try to get maximisation in their satisfaction..

After I had been searching for long time what is the meaning of friend and I found .

friend for a lot of ppl is just like a way for them to achieve their goal or

the way help from them to earn money but,

why ppl can't think different way that is using a true heart to make friend without being get any interest or benefit from them ?

this is less and lesser or can say as impossible...

when you have nth ,your friend will leave you,

when you have no money=no friend .

when there is something shit happen,that is time to see the true face of everyday you called as best friend

I strongly agree with this statement.

So ,I will put more effort on earning money even will suffering at the first,

but I would never reverse after I go,

I m kinda hate this world because of reality,sometime feel like want to evading it,

but that is not the best solution...

It's time to face the reality cause this world is cruel !

men should focus on career more than anything !

need you

I need you....

SINCE 19 's

A short post...

I don't know how to describe my feeling right now...

I just feel like my life is so suck...

Have u ever try before being force to a corner ?

All the thing all the people all over the thing make u going to cut ur breath ,

feel like kinda stressed out and fed-up on myself sometime,but what else I can do ?

Life 's so contradiction,what is really good and what is really bad for you ?

When I was young ,I dream all the time to grow;

When I was growing,I wish I can back to the childhood time...

wth...from a small boy to a teen now,and learning how to be a real man...

It's time I have to bear all the burden of my own expenses,

try to living without family support...I hope I can do it and someone can teach me !

LIFE with money is LIVE ;
LIFE without money is still LIVE.
but just different live...
depend..

back to starting point

After a long distance,long way I went ,now still back to begining point;

Is good Is good,this is what I searching for since the day I decided come to kl...

EXPERIENCE !wohoo...

Next month gonna graduate from TARC and gonna make a wisely decision again...

whether use the holidays time to find a job and work in KL or SG airline ?

I heard some advise from someone go SG work to gain some capital and come back to kl for carve out...SG economics is faster than Malaysia ten times...blablabla and so on...

After heard it and think back,got point got point !

But anyway,decision is still on me...

I want to set up a business and make it successful by myself not because of help from U !

future is holding on my hand !HERE I come to u ,my bright and challenging future !

I m half ready...LOL....

I must pass all my subject with flying color !

I would do all my best and never feel regret !

ALL the BEST all my dearest friend !!!

101010

101010 ?

ONE LOVE ONE LOVE ONE LOVE ?

It's 2010 October 10,

gonna end up my a-level college life,

but still dont know whether I can successfully graduate or not...

still is an unknown for me...

time is getting close,

and I have to sit for the 2nd time for my AS math exam paper,

quite nervous but I haven touch it yet,

recently crazy on A2 math,is difficult then what u cant think from As math...

Oh gosh...somebody call 911 ?

is useless also..

choiceless now,just study and do all I can all the way...

good luck to those who gonna sit for the exam too ,

Buck Up everyone !

Contradiction

Everyone sure have think before "Is that suitable to having a relationship with someone for a teenager" ?Now I got the answer but it's just my own opinion..
Exactly,to have a relationship is not suitable for a teen because we'r still young and cannot think maturity...somemore we has no any stable income ...so,where is our income source come from ?It's from our parent...
what we should do now ?study hard to get at least a degree ?got a lot of ppl is doing so...
but are they realise what they want actually ?who can give us a promise after study hard through graduate then can get a higher income job ?nobody...
In another way,if for a teenager not to study what they can do ?
Life is contradiction...
so,no need to feel vexing or stresses out because it's useless...
Just try to think different way or should be say
think the way u never think before,
believe what you are believing through can make a wisely choice...
time is flies like a dash,so make yourselves

never feel regret and do it all the way you can !

Remember,

u just need to win urself but not the world...

Thank you

THANKS TO ALL MY FRIEND for gave me so many birthday wishes...
I m here especially say thanks to Brendon ,Kv ,Adam,Gan,Edwin,Ping,Mak gor,Robin,CK,Kitty,Kaisun,Vchyi and Suzie...for coming celebrated my birthday ...
others than thanks is still thank you !!!I wont forget my 19 year old birthday !
REALLY THANKs U GUYS AND GALS A LOT...appreciate !!!
I love you all !

Never and ever

Don't ever think I m happy by my smile ;

Don't ever think I m strong by my sillyness ;

Don't ever judge me by my appearance ;

Don't ever fool me by my small little eye ;

Don't ever think I m strong that I never cry ;

Don't ever think I m without emotional ;

Dont ever ..

never ever

yeah

SINGLE LIFE

IS

SO

FREEDOM

Headache..

EXAM IS COMING again...

FEEL GOOD

Everything is alright now...

back to the normal...^^

thanks to all my friend who care on me and gave me their hand when i need most!

To all my bro

U all have had some misunderstandings,
and I got fault also that I use the wrong word and sentences through to made all of u so unhappy..
I think u all know me clear,right ?I m not that kind of person...
I 'm not that mean to choose whether who la..or break our friendship with u guys...
I very appreciate u guy and never regret to know all of u in my whole life and I really want all of u be my buddy for my lifetime if possible...
I 'm really sorry for my wrong post ,and u all know I m not that good to present something by words ,summore in english,rite ?
I wrote quit is to represent less la...cos u all know my result also,rite ?
If i not try to make some change to get a better result now, how I could make myself qualify into degree ? I really really wish to spend my university time with u guys around 3 year in HELP...and I just need to sacrifies 2 month,it's worth !cos when I with u all buddy,i really enjoy and happy to do those crazy stuff together !please understand me ,I m not that kind of heartless fren,ok ?I really want want want to join with u guy on that day,but I was really sickening badly...
u all can understand my feeling on that day when I received my as result ?brend and adam them got a not bad result ?but me ?they are more clever than me ...I hope I can just like them also...
but who gonna help me ?
I don't know how to say dy...I hope u all can really same like past call me out to do anything even u all know I might no go along with u guy also,but at least tell me,if possible possible i'd go with u guys....thanks and appreciate!!!!!

Malaysia's 53

MERDEKA MERdeka merdeka

Wish Malaysia 53'S year old birthday here ...

Here I come to u

Apologise 1st to all because I was so unresponsible and cast aside my blog in the near future,

everything is still happening smoothly ,and I m going to sit for my A2 examination in few months time later meanwhile resit for my AS exam paper.This will be the last chance for me that not to let my family look me down,but I'm keep making myself look like depraved...my future seem like hopeless I know if i still going my life with ENJOYING & EXTRABAGANCE now...even i know that I shouldn't but I still doing...

Everything seem like going bad but since I knew you,everything has changed..........

Is you J.K.X.FF...and I know you knew that I m saying you ...u might not to see this post..

I never meet a girl just like you that I'd thinking you all the time,

and I had changing myself and sacrificed lotsa of thing that just want to make you love me more...I quit club,quit nightlife,quit alcohol,quite flirt girl was just want to make you happy and feel secure while with me...you are the only one that I'd think want to stable my life now through making money to give you all I could and marry you...I know I was just having a pipe dream but I would make it all come true in the future if u willing walk with me through to future...

I don't know why I would awakening my blog that had been slept for a long time while I'm sick badly now ....

Anyway,I'd use all my effort to strike my result with flying color prove to my family...

and spending my time with u ...

王力宏 - 你不知道的事

王力宏 - 你不知道的事

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛 才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星 但几颗会落地
我飞行 但你坠落之际
很靠近 还听见呼吸
对不起 我却没捉紧你
你不知道我为什麽离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像 倾盆大雨 碎了满地
在心里清晰
你不知道我为什麽狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是 你不知道的事
蝴蝶眨几次眼睛 才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星 但几颗会落地
我飞行 但你坠落之际
很靠近 还听见呼吸
对不起 我却没捉紧你
你不知道我为什麽离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像 倾盆大雨 碎了满地
在心里清晰
你不知道我为什麽狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是 你不知道的事
我飞行 但你坠落之际
你不知道我为什麽离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像 倾盆大雨 碎了满地
在心里清晰
你不知道我为什麽狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是 你不知道的事

nice song and movie...