Thank you

THANKS TO ALL MY FRIEND for gave me so many birthday wishes...
I m here especially say thanks to Brendon ,Kv ,Adam,Gan,Edwin,Ping,Mak gor,Robin,CK,Kitty,Kaisun,Vchyi and Suzie...for coming celebrated my birthday ...
others than thanks is still thank you !!!I wont forget my 19 year old birthday !
REALLY THANKs U GUYS AND GALS A LOT...appreciate !!!
I love you all !

Never and ever

Don't ever think I m happy by my smile ;

Don't ever think I m strong by my sillyness ;

Don't ever judge me by my appearance ;

Don't ever fool me by my small little eye ;

Don't ever think I m strong that I never cry ;

Don't ever think I m without emotional ;

Dont ever ..

never ever

yeah

SINGLE LIFE

IS

SO

FREEDOM

Headache..

EXAM IS COMING again...

FEEL GOOD

Everything is alright now...

back to the normal...^^

thanks to all my friend who care on me and gave me their hand when i need most!

To all my bro

U all have had some misunderstandings,
and I got fault also that I use the wrong word and sentences through to made all of u so unhappy..
I think u all know me clear,right ?I m not that kind of person...
I 'm not that mean to choose whether who la..or break our friendship with u guys...
I very appreciate u guy and never regret to know all of u in my whole life and I really want all of u be my buddy for my lifetime if possible...
I 'm really sorry for my wrong post ,and u all know I m not that good to present something by words ,summore in english,rite ?
I wrote quit is to represent less la...cos u all know my result also,rite ?
If i not try to make some change to get a better result now, how I could make myself qualify into degree ? I really really wish to spend my university time with u guys around 3 year in HELP...and I just need to sacrifies 2 month,it's worth !cos when I with u all buddy,i really enjoy and happy to do those crazy stuff together !please understand me ,I m not that kind of heartless fren,ok ?I really want want want to join with u guy on that day,but I was really sickening badly...
u all can understand my feeling on that day when I received my as result ?brend and adam them got a not bad result ?but me ?they are more clever than me ...I hope I can just like them also...
but who gonna help me ?
I don't know how to say dy...I hope u all can really same like past call me out to do anything even u all know I might no go along with u guy also,but at least tell me,if possible possible i'd go with u guys....thanks and appreciate!!!!!

Malaysia's 53

MERDEKA MERdeka merdeka

Wish Malaysia 53'S year old birthday here ...

Here I come to u

Apologise 1st to all because I was so unresponsible and cast aside my blog in the near future,

everything is still happening smoothly ,and I m going to sit for my A2 examination in few months time later meanwhile resit for my AS exam paper.This will be the last chance for me that not to let my family look me down,but I'm keep making myself look like depraved...my future seem like hopeless I know if i still going my life with ENJOYING & EXTRABAGANCE now...even i know that I shouldn't but I still doing...

Everything seem like going bad but since I knew you,everything has changed..........

Is you J.K.X.FF...and I know you knew that I m saying you ...u might not to see this post..

I never meet a girl just like you that I'd thinking you all the time,

and I had changing myself and sacrificed lotsa of thing that just want to make you love me more...I quit club,quit nightlife,quit alcohol,quite flirt girl was just want to make you happy and feel secure while with me...you are the only one that I'd think want to stable my life now through making money to give you all I could and marry you...I know I was just having a pipe dream but I would make it all come true in the future if u willing walk with me through to future...

I don't know why I would awakening my blog that had been slept for a long time while I'm sick badly now ....

Anyway,I'd use all my effort to strike my result with flying color prove to my family...

and spending my time with u ...

王力宏 - 你不知道的事

王力宏 - 你不知道的事

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛 才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星 但几颗会落地
我飞行 但你坠落之际
很靠近 还听见呼吸
对不起 我却没捉紧你
你不知道我为什麽离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像 倾盆大雨 碎了满地
在心里清晰
你不知道我为什麽狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是 你不知道的事
蝴蝶眨几次眼睛 才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星 但几颗会落地
我飞行 但你坠落之际
很靠近 还听见呼吸
对不起 我却没捉紧你
你不知道我为什麽离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像 倾盆大雨 碎了满地
在心里清晰
你不知道我为什麽狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是 你不知道的事
我飞行 但你坠落之际
你不知道我为什麽离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像 倾盆大雨 碎了满地
在心里清晰
你不知道我为什麽狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是 你不知道的事

nice song and movie...

7 meaningful sentences

1. I love you is not because of who you are ,but because of who I'm when I am with you;
2.No MAN or WOMAN is worth ur tears adn the one who is, won't make you cry ;
3.Just because someone doesn't love you the way u want them to,doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have;
4.A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart;
5.The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you cant have them ;
6.never frown,even when you are sad ,because you never know who is falling in love with ur smile;
7.To the world you may be one person ,but to one person you may the world

0603 raining morning

It's so long time I did't touch my blog already,
but now why I do so ?
Don't try to ask me,the answer would be
I don't know also...
Is raining heavily outside now,what I suppose to do ???
I m sitting alone in dinning room ,
listening to Fly fm ,
want reading throughly the business studies notes ,
but it's too many chapter and I try to persuade myself I can do that,
IS that cheating action ?I don't know...I had lost my definite view of my life,
but don't worries all my reader, I will find myself back...
Meanwhile I m thinking on someone ,
but she is definetly in her slumberland now,
I want take a rest to travel to find the original NEO back as some of friend told me....
I don't know why you are so emotional and moody this few days ,
maybe bcause of my foolish action make all the decision for you through make you feel annoying,I m sorry...

THE lost...

I lost myself in lonesome dessert ,

I cant find the right way to return ,

this happened was what I expected before I decide starting this trip,

I lost myself,

I keep myself survive in spite of dangerous,

when I saw a bottle of water,

I'll hold it tightly even spend all my energy,

but when I got it,

and I found ,that cant assuage my thirst ,

just make me more thirsty and more dry...

at the end

will I die or keep survive on untoward circumstances ?

who know....

NYC

sorry for cast aside my blog in the near future ,
this maybe cause due to the exam as the main reason and other various kind of reasons ,
by the way ,I'm going to end up my new year holidays and return to college again as usual ,
IS that the words stand for ?
CHINESE NEW YEAR =CNY ??
Neo Yew Chong ?

can u find out what was the similar thing ?can figure out ?
because lack of time and exhausted through make me need to turn off now ,
so I will update soon my latest message to everyone my reader...

thanks !!!

love you biii-tiff

1st post in 2010

WISH you all good luck in 2010...
when I got my 1st semester A-level result,
I was totally taken aback,but exactly it was in expecting...
What else can I do ?endeavor ?ya,I should...
but I did't do it, I'm trying...

Tff, love u baby...
I will bring u all I can whether it's just obtain 1 smile from u...

31 december

Say sorry to my beloved...

sry cant acc u,
sry cant share u trouble,
sry i m not tat caring,
SORRY !
i 'm really sorry...

No enough for me

ONE day 24 hours is NOT enough FOR me...

everyday just sleep 5 hours ?enough or scarce ?
i have nth to say on u,speechless.
our distances get far and far away..

I want to say :

STOP !!!

I hate completely this kind of feeling...
untruth

2009 is going to end soon;
2010 is coming few days more,
no matter what was happened in this 09 year
should packing it onto rubbish bin and send it away,
meantime,thinking positively and work harder and harder
to reach new targets to growing and be more maturity,
that's the one and only one way,don't have shortcut,
what you have do,what you will get,
learn more to prevent loss more,
loss more through to learn more...
new starting point...
wao...everyone ,
buck up.!!

快乐其实很简单

快乐，是可以分享的。
快乐，需要一些过程。
快乐，总是能被记得。
因为记忆只留下美好的，
你是你自己的作者，
何必写那么难演的剧本。
别怪话说的太多了，
我只是不要你不快乐。。。
记得“知足常乐”，
但人是永远满足不了的动物。

awkward predicament...

when your situation now which is between two fires,
move forward or backward would make you nerve-racking,
but you still need to make a wisely decision as I know as well...
you should sacrifice something while making decision ,
cannot keep both going on...

Get used to ?became a habit ?
If you lost the feeling on,but why still want to keep going on ?
You should stop and drop off someone at the wayside of journey ,
and look forward to fetch

your right person ,in your life ,
at the right time ,
in the right place.

Of my principle theory ,never exist that who can't live without who,
it's just an excuse of you to lie yourself,
to make yourself feel more better,
you should face it with all the brave although you don't know the answer or result,
but at least you try to fight and get what you want...

at least you try...
at least you try...
at least you try...

maybe at the last u will covered all over with cuts and bruises,
but you will growing...
and u learn something important !

why people like or need to apologies?
once you say sorry to someone might love you,
someone will get hurt...

1st sorry,doesn't get feel,
2nd sorry ,some percipience,
3rd sorry,hurt deeply
(traffic light theory)...^^

when you told someone sorry,
please rethink ...
If you like someone ,pls dun just keep it in inside your heart,
try to show it out...don't exist any chance to make you feel regret in the future...


class end !
haha....
working working working,
money money money,
everyday working...
exhausted!!!
but get not salary la...
only experience...
by the way,it's enough for me now !

Love Choice

As I believe that wherever you are right now is the result of what you’ve done in the past.
Supernatural Law of Nature, cause and effect, always applies in life.
And of course, what you are doing today will impact your tomorrow outcome.
That's CHOICE...include LOVE !

How would you describe your current relationship (or future relationship, if you don’t have one now)
with your partner in one word?
Vigorous ?Passionate? Tragic? Drama? Enlightened? Ecstasy? Lucky?ambiguous ?

3 simple steps process are for you to make CONSCIOUS CHOICE about your relationship...
It's just my opinion ...

1: Make a Wish List
2: Bridge the Gap
3: Growth Your Choice

and I always confident believe that
MIRACLE will happen when you keep with faith, wisdom and perseverance in action.

Class end!
haha...

nice song 我爱她

丁当 - 我爱她
-next happiness station movie song

他的轻狂留在 某一节车厢
地下铁里的风 比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

我爱她 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我爱她 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最终的荒唐


如果还有遗憾 又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

我爱她 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开 爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖 越多的空白
该怎么去爱

我爱她 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我爱她 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以 很好

作词：黄婷 作曲：陈威全

I'm speechless,
I don't know how to tell you,
I don't know how to express my feeling,
If u ask me,I will say I miss U under my theory of miss !!!

Christmas ambiance

feel lazyness to write ...so just posting up the photo...
pretty ,rite? have u affect by the decoration of these photo through increase ur Christmas ambiance?
will write more next time...~

Everthing will getting better...

It was 2.38 morning of Sunday December 6,
I was troublesome on something and that was the reason why I still blogging here,
I don't know what and why made me get emotional easily recently,
maybe I' m growing through let me need to consider a lot of thing that never think before.
I found and read through a blog posted by others blogger...what the article was...

"What and how you will do and if you being fall in love with two girl ?"

Had u ever think through before this kind of question or maybe the happen that maybe will happening on you ?
I repeated asking myself if i was in the situation,but
I have no idea to answer myself if i was in this situation...
abruptly became stupefied...
and thinking till now...
and
still
got
no
answer....
by the way, forget it,wait someday that really happening on me only i think and it still not late...

sleep time!

after today's I will get more busy,if insufficient time to accompany you,hope u understand and
i apologise with you here and i will trying to get back myself to there that you want!

sullen

Everything was going well before u came back...
i was just following what u said ,
but at the last ,
u modify what u had said previously,
Am i wrong ?
Ya, I was wrong ,
wrong to believed you,
wrong to listened what you said,
If i know that early will get this denouement,
i will make the the different decision...

sullen!!!i should believe myself & i' m the only one's who can judge my life !

enough!!!

一种关系

既不是友情也不是真正的爱情，他高于友情又和爱情有一段距离.互相关心，互相牵挂，互相暧昧.这是一种高尚的还是低级趣味的关系?你知道吗?

　　无论是否单身，人都是以个体生存在社会上的.人也是有独立思维和有独立思想的，但是很多事情又不能独立完成，需要相互帮助和相互协调.无论是否单身，你都要有自己兴趣爱好，你都要有自己的工作圈子和社交圈子.无论是否单身，你都要与人沟通，你都要倾诉.

　　有这样一种关系叫做暧昧.

　　在我受委屈的时候，在没人陪我逛超市的时候，在我受到打击的时候，在我需要意见的时候，有这样一个人……我们是朋友,我们貌似恋人,我们不是恋人.我们是朋友.有一种关系叫做暧昧.我们在对方的面前可以撕去一切虚伪的面具.我们手拉手走在深夜空旷的大街上.我们一起推着购物车.我们在KTV声嘶力竭的吼着...不做淑女，不做绅士，只要做一个快乐的人.我们依然是朋友，我们依然不是恋人.我们永远是朋友，我们永远不会成为恋人.但是我们依然暧昧着...有这样一种关系叫做暧昧……

　　有一种爱情与责任无关，披一件荒唐的外衣，它就成了暧昧。王菲在新专辑里唱出最暧昧的一种关系：我把心给了你，身体给了他；我把情节给了你，结局给了他。有哲人说：爱是无聊的沙漠中的危险绿洲。而事实上，这一片绿洲往往是虚幻的。太多的眼神闪烁，明明有喜欢的成分，却永远离爱情有一步之遥。或者是它真的太危险了，太使害怕受伤的人们怰于靠近。

　　有这样一个女人，优雅知礼，身边不乏追求者，却始终寂寞一人。问她是否过于挑剔，她苦笑着摇头，说出那样一种关系：离暧昧很近，离爱情很远。谁都持股观望，不愿先抛出手，谁都在一个最安全的模式含混的、拖泥带水的、欲拒还迎的，醉生梦死的。这些通通是暧昧的外衣。什么是安全的？那就是不需责任的、靠近、离开、爱恋、分离都不用交待，这难道不是爱吗？可是明明有慌张的心跳。是爱吗？那些暗示频频投递。那些问候心怀鬼胎。如同隔了雾的花，云端美丽，只是空不得天明散去那一刻。它们离爱情，真正的爱情实在很远。

　　当然灵魂是寂寞的，不可否认它有挣扎的时刻。所以这类感情在这个年代日愈增多。它的存在，让感情的面目突然含糊起来，说不清道不明。倘若仅止于灵魂上的牵扯，这份暧昧就干净多了。

　　而现实是：暧昧的欲望正在强烈的道德谴责下快乐地苟活着。当谁也不愿先把心交托出来时，暧昧永远是暧昧，成就不了一场美好的厮守，每一个人都把心紧紧地攥在自己手里，这样便谁也腾不出手来接住别人的心。

JB-ing...

Every parting is a form of death,
as every reunion is a type of heaven.
When I go away from you
The world beats dead
Like a slackened drum....

In true love the smallest distance is too great,
and the greatest distance can be bridged.

Life is so short,
so fast the lone hours fly,
We ought to be together, you and I,
I wish...

Where you used to be,
there is a hole in the world,
which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime,
and falling in at night.
At that time, i was keep asking myself,
is that love and what's love ?and i found the answer...
Love is missing someone whenever you're apart,
but somehow feeling warm inside because you're close in heart.
Is that true ?
i don't know, it's just my opinion of what's love definite as.


Sometimes, when one person is missing,
the whole world seems depopulated.
I think that one will be only you...
If u see this post,u will know who i'm talking ,
just only you,
won't be others...i knew u will know !


Can miles truly separate you from friends....
If you want to be with someone you love,
aren't you already there?
Nothing makes the earth seem so spacious as to have friends at a distance,
because it's just latitude and longitude only...
If I had a single flower for every time I think about you,
and I could walk forever and forever in my garden.

Within you I lose myself...
Without you I find myself...
Wanting to be lost again....

Love reckons hours for months,
and days for years,
and every little absence is an age....
What shall I do with all the days and hours,
That must be counted ere I see thy face?
How shall I charm the interval that lowers
between this time and that sweet time of grace?
Does anyone know ?

I think about you constantly,
whether it's with my mind or my heart.
I keep coming back to you in my head,
but you couldn't know that
I am tired,
of chafing my heart against
the want of you;
of squeezing it into little inkdrops,
And posting it.

Why can't we get all the people together in the world that we really like and then just stay together?
I guess that wouldn't work.
Someone would leave.
Someone always leaves.
Then we would have to say good-bye...
I hate good-byes...
I know what I need.. .
I need more hellos. ....

ALL we should know...

1.就算，眼前的这个男人 ，千般好 ，万般好 ， 处处是优点 ， 他不爱你 ， 这个缺点 ，你永远改变不了 。

2.分手时 ，不哭 。 当然 ，不是要你一点都不哭 。 当着面 ，别哭， 背地里 ，往死里哭。

3.一个人最大的缺点 ， 不是自私 ， 野蛮 ，任性 ， 而是偏执的爱着一个不爱自己的人 。

4.不管你的条件有多差 ，总会有个人在爱你 。 不管你的条件有多好 ，也总有个人不爱你 。

5.抓住男人的不二法门 ， 应该就是 ， 永远不要让他满足 。

6.打扮的再美 ， 穿的再昂贵 ， 那只是个幌子 ，用善良做的外衣才是真的美。

7.如果我们责怪爱情伤害勒我们 ， 那请问 ， 开始的时候是不是你点头答应爱情的来临.

8.能开口说出的委屈 ， 便不是委屈 。 能离开的人 ， 便不算是爱人 。

9.所有爱着的人 ， 爱过的人 ，都做着同一件事 ， 犯贱 。

10.心里能装着一些时间带不走的淡淡悲伤 ， 也是一种幸福 。

11.人永远是寂寞而自我的生物 。 无论多么真诚的说出自己的爱 ， 也总会有无法被理解的心情 。

12.不卑不亢 ， 从容优雅 ， 面对一切 。

13.一个人 ，如果没空 ，那是因为他不想有空 ， 一个人 ，如果走不开 ，那是因为不想走开 ， 一个人 ，对你借口太多 ，那是因为不想在乎 。

14.有的事情 ，没法说明 。 你觉得值 ，就值 ， 你觉得不值 ，别人说值 ，你也觉得不值 。

15.要明白一个道理， 男人可是轻易的喜欢一个人 ， 但不会轻易的爱上一个人。

16.女人 ，恋爱的时候 ， 就像 ，与世隔绝般 。

17.在风平浪静的日子里 ， 留点空间给自己 ， 留点空间给对方 ， 留点美好给距离 。

18.有的时候不要太计较， 男人都有点粗枝大叶 ， 忘了一件事 ，不代表他不爱你 ， 别自己吓自己 。

19.女人 ，往往喜欢坦白心事 ， 男人 ，则恰恰相反 。

20.有时候 ， 学会把失望当次一种收获 ， 因为有祈望 ，才会有失望。

21.女人的心慈手软 ， 与男人的口是心非 ， 成正比 。

22.不要妄想试图改变谁 ， 因为谁也改变不了谁 ， 只有 ，他愿不愿意为你改变 。

23.张爱玲说过 ， 时间 ， 可以了解爱情 ， 可以证明爱情 ,也可以推翻爱情。

24.自由可贵 ， 但是 ，每天数以万计的人 ， 在用自由换取爱情 。

25.你可以虚荣 ， 因为，那是女人的天性 ， 但 ，不要让自己变成为别人增加虚荣的工具 。

26.不要说 ，这世上没个好男人了 ， 不要去记恨那个抛弃你的人 ， 毕竟曾经爱过你 ， 疼过你 ， 宽容会让你更美丽 。

27.不要去好奇 ， 不要去关心 ， 他的现任女友长得如何 ，身材如何 ， 你这样只是自寻烦恼罢了 。

28.说过的话一定要做到 ， 哪怕是很愚蠢的 ， 也总比言而无信的好 。

29.不要在你哭泣的时候 ， 说气话 ，下决定 ， 你会后悔的 。

30.他说 ，我累了 ，让我冷静一段时间 ，好么？ 你就说好 ，因为 ，他是来通知你的 ，不是来征得你同意的 。

31.你清纯就罢， 你假装清纯 ，比丑还难看 ，明白么？

32.不是所有的努力都会成功 ，但是 ，不努力 ，就一定不会成功 。

33.女孩子要自爱 ， 不管你遇到多大的打击 ，不管你遇到的情况多么悲凉 ， 借故堕落 ，也是堕落 ， 越是不爱自己 ，越是没人爱你。

34.美貌 ，智慧 ，金钱 ， 很多事， 都是天生注定的 ， 别想用你那嫉妒心 ，改变什么。

35.小心眼 ，嫉妒心 ，仇恨 ，报复 ，女人的伎俩不过如此 ， 你要施展没关系 ，关系的是 你别被人发现。

36.放好心态 ， 失去的东西 ，不要悲伤 ，你就当 ，他本身就不属于你。

37.尽量做个 ，优雅 的女子 。 千万别做作 ， 因为 ， 做作的女人 ，不仅女人讨厌 ，男人更讨厌 。

38.独立 ，永远。 不管 ，感情 还是 金钱。

39.不要在哪几个场合相信男人的话呢 ？ 床上 ， 他开心的时候 ，有求于你的时候 ， 犯错的时候。

40.不要想尽办法的向很多人炫耀 ， 你有很多男朋友或者男性朋友。 因为 ，别人不仅不会羡慕你 ，只会看轻你 。

41.不要整天问 ，你爱我么 ？ 当你问的时候 ，他就不爱你了 。

42.要相信 ，这句话 。再轰轰烈烈的爱侣 ， 也比不上 平平淡淡的 父母 。

43. 20以下 ，你相信偶像剧 ，那就算了。 20以上 ，你还相信偶像剧 ，那就完了。

44.要知道 ， 一个男人好与坏 ， 不是看他花心还是专一，自古男人都花心 ，而是要看 ，有没有 控制力。

45.有没有发现 ，往往刻骨铭心的爱恋 。 通 常 ，没有好 结果 。

46.烟 ，和酒， 从古至今， 被公认为 两大毒 药。 而对， 女人 ，爱情这一样 ，足以致命 。

47.勇敢的女人 ，永远比懦弱的女人 美丽。 如果 ，你的爱人不爱你， 我劝你还是勇敢点分离 ， 好过 ，懦弱的纠缠。

48.善于妥协的女人 ，很宝贵 。 但是， 只善于妥协的女人 ，很廉价。

49.不要做女强人 ，要做 强女人 。

What i m doing recently ?
can somebody tell me what the main purpose for me
to doing these?nobody will know ,except me...myself !
i m still lost my way of my life,
i was keeping enjoy the college life,
and forgot what i want ,what i should to do and
what is the mostly importance thing for me...
there is not time for me to lose,
no time for me in doing something ...

Holidays starting = it's the time for student to find a part time job ???

As i believe that ,all of the student is just want to earn some pickings,
some of them will save the income of the earned,
some of them will use their income to suffice for their vainglory to buy branded product,
some of them is just want to make them busy for their holidays,
some of them was forcing by their financial condition to working as well,
some of them choose to give a hand for their family business ...
By the way,
some of them choose to staying at home with the excuse STUDY ?
has u all consider carefully ?
will u all really use all the time to study ?
to bust one 'ass for your study ?or just surfing the Internet ?i think u all more lucid then me...

It's depend upon everyone...

I found yoU....

since you are the only one that i seen,
who's gorgeous,
who's out of ordinary,
who's individuality,
and i accepted ur challenging,
i will follow the rule made by you,
i won't break the rule,
and i will get successful at the last,
because i believe...

i will liquidate my messed life-style recently,
and only treat you good...

P R O M I S E

Simple meaning for "P R O M I S E"...

P - punctual
R - rethink
O - obey
M - must
I - indubitable
S - sacrifices
E - every time

20岁的男人，女人

男人要永远感谢在他20多岁的时候曾经陪在他身边的女人


因为20多岁的男人处在一生中的最低点,
没钱、没地位，没房、没车、没事业，
不能独立又不想依赖，
挣扎着彷徨着，寻找自己的位置！
而20多岁的女人却是她生命中最灿烂的时候；



男人要永远感谢在他20多岁的时候曾经陪在他身边的女人，
因为二十多岁的男人还很“懵懂”，
而二十多岁的女人却很灿烂；


二十多岁的男人处在一生中的最低点，
而二十多岁的女人却是她的大好华年；


二十多岁的男人很不知珍惜，
而二十多岁的女人最需要被珍惜；


二十多岁的男人自卑到极点所以非常自负，
而二十多岁的女人却在努力建立他的自信；


二十多岁的男人不懂爱，不会爱却需要爱，
而二十多岁的女人需要被爱，需要关怀，却要付出呵护付出关怀；


二十多岁的男人没钱、没事业，但有欲望
而二十多岁的女人空守着自己的韶光不再；


女孩子二十岁左右是她最美丽的年华，
这时她的心地最善良，
她有点成熟，又有点孩子气。


男孩子在二十多岁时遇见了一个年纪相当的女孩子，
那一定要珍惜她，
因为这个女孩是用自己最美丽的年华陪他走过了最暗淡的日子！！！


女孩只要陪他走过，
女孩会永远幸福下去~~~


当女孩对你撒娇甚至无理取闹时，
请男孩不要烦恼女孩，
因为她们有道理这样，
我们没理由烦恼，
我们要做的就是很理解很理解，
保护好这位天使.


等我们到了30岁，
正当我们最美丽的时候，
也请你不要放开这位曾经的天使！！！


二十多岁的男人不知道珍惜,不知道感恩.
当他们三十多岁的时候, 事业有成, 成熟稳重.
开始嫌弃曾经陪伴过他,
但不再年轻的女人.


有人说男人其实是最专一的.
因为从20岁到80岁的男人,
都喜欢20岁左右年轻漂亮的女人.
这是个笑话, 但也是个事实.


有人说现在的年轻女孩都很现实,
眼中没有爱情.
称着年轻嫁个有钱的,
一辈子也就有个归宿了.


男人有时好比洋葱,
要想看到洋葱的心就需要一层一层去剥。
但是女人在剥的过程会不断流泪剥到最后才知道，
原来洋葱是没有心的。。。。


**从朋友的blog看到的
很有意思就po上来了咯 =）

3 Nov

Early in the morning before going out to school,

my water bottle was made water because of my careless that

did't fasten up the bottle cover and put it into bag,

and this cause all my stuff in my bag soaked in liquid.

then, i was rushing to college hall sat for econ exam,

while the time i get the paper,

i gapemounthed,

what the question came out was the question paper

i put on my desk yesterday night but i did't read through it...

quite easy,but i wont scored all correct on MCQ part like last time.

after finished that,

pure math exam,
unfortunately thing happened ,

while i was doing on my pure math paper,

through and through ,

i found that my calculator was totally out of function,

can u imagine that how the situation was ?

my mind was totally all blank,

don't know wat to do,

almost all the question i answered till half and stopped...

at the moment,i felt that i was

no choice,

no help,

no succor,

and i sat on my seat till end of the examination oly i leave...

this's wat the people said

"fortune's wheel"

and i understood now...

all of that like set up before already...

Do we can make it difference ?

i still believe everything happened ,

must have it's reason...

so, don't ever do bad thing...

starting from this moment

after think and think thought make me got the answer ,
the answer rise before my eyes from my mind throught let me made the decision.
hope that was the wisely decision i made,
but i don't know whether will i fall by the wayside ,
i need someone that can really help me ,give me support and teach me...
regardless of start from the lower basic ,i will try it and put down my social status...

a man should regard career as important !

hope my mind and my action can be in unanimity!

but sometime is not what we can control...

i m not to have the intent to hurting you,if have ,i m so sorry !

i m trying to catch up my dream...

Extraordinary thinking

sorry for neglecting this blog for so long time,i don't feel to updating it,coz my laziness

and busyness for the coming end year exam...

when it started ?

how it started ?

where it started ?

Wonder,wondering,and...i m the wonderer!

i was thinking a lot of superfluous thing ,

but i can't try not to make myself to think bout it,

something will happen,it still on the way ...

but after some word from other made me conscious thought knowing

all i was thinking it's just my thinking cap...

period is the best prove one's point, so just waiting,

but i m lack of time...

Gratifying movie...

a great and pleasing movie,but no more show in cinema...
it's really touching and romantic !

don't have any reason for you to say NO if u have opportunity to watch !

evaporated...

Say " Hi "and "Sorry " to all whos never check out from my blog reader,
for the reason that i had like evaporated recently from earth and
just left my blog half-dead...
By the way, i come here again ...^^


Last Saturday was my 18 year old birthday,
this time was totally differ from past,
this time was not collide with examination week,BUT...
same day as MID-AUTUMN FESTIVAL...wowowo!
The God had given me a great present tat is the huge and spherical moon
alike a larger birthday cake...
it happened by chance once in my lifetime ,
maybe again but seemingly minor of the probability...
hardly to calculate when it will happen again!

This time was the most unforgettable pleasant memories...
but felt sorry to my family members that i can 't make myself to meet them,
and did 't appear on Moon festival family gathering party ...i felt so sorry !
hope you all understand .

By the way, my friend was celebration with me a day before the actual day
that was FRIDAY 's night at Maison ..SO sorry friend if i did 't get answer called from anyone,
especially from Winston,Mei Yee , Jaclyn and others.....sorry!
1st time in Maison ,the first impression for me is not bad but the service was too unsatisfaction...
improve more ,okay ?hehe
But
i think i won 't go Maison again if not necessary or nothing special...


Before went there ,
i received something special called present
whence haven 't reached on my birthday day,
i get surprised when i received ...get shocked !


here is the present !















Envious ? if you wan just come take with me,dare you ?
hehe...i know you all won 't,rite...

Don't get shocked after seeing ,okay ?
don 't shocked la...relax!

thanks for ABC,
not that common ABC,
not that ABC too...

that is
that is
that is

A=ADAM
B=BRENDON
C=CARWYN

so fortuitously,rite ?haha...
i think they PAKAT already before they born..
nice name ...
maybe i will rename myself from

N=NEO to

D=?

D = Destrier ?
Destructionist ?
or

Dettol....

i won 't change my name ,okay !i love my name!

haha...
okay,not the time now k...
left one more ,J...he's Jacky,
he got something more important to do,
so can 't make himself with us,
i understood your situation ,i won 't sulky on you .


After that we had fun and fool around whole night at there,
i want to thanks one more person that really important for me,
thanks to xiao yu ,
thanks to your painstaking and nice blog ,
thanks for appeared in my 18 year old party,
others than say thanks to you i don 't know what else i can say,
i m really pleasant ...

thanks you !

Should i show you all the real behind?
i think i should...
Has you all feel inquisitive of what's really inside the LV bag ?

Let me show you what exactly inside the bag...




















a mostly special present i received among of others....





















wtf ?little NEO ,izzit ?
sure must be your weird idea Ms Carwyn !
rite ?



thanks to you all !
i was happy as a clam and thanks for giving me
an unforgettable sweet eighteen birthday memories !

THANKS YOU !

e

THANKS TO ALL !!!


i wll post up picture as soon as possible ...be patience

OCTOBER

complicated

i don 't know how to describe my feelings right now,
because i m really complicated like dumbfound at all ,
4days of holidays going to end ,
meantime i will be going back to college again,
going back to school,
going back to meet my friend,
going back to meet my sakai gang follower,
and going back to meet you,
i don 't know how should i face you when we meet,
i was look like lose one's way or eat some hallucinogen,
i think i really fall in love with you deeply,
i don't dare face to face to tell you my feelings to you ,
because i scare i will lose a friend like you after u heard it,
but
i know that u'd know already,
but would you give me a chance ?
i think you won't ,
i m going to give up ,
give up in giving up you,
i m trying to forget you ,
but it's impossible...
but i will hope you always be the one
who always happy
as a clam as sandboy
as the day is long !
please don't feel troublesome on me
because it's not deserve...k!

Mardigras night

This is the 1st time i went for KL night club but not jb,
the main purpose i and my friend at there was for the celebration for Kae Ni 's birthday!
wish here "Happy birthday" to her again ...

That night , how terribleness was...

How can i be beside oneself with enthusiasm??
How can i liquor-saturated though steeped in liquor ??
How can i be so turned on ??
How can i forget your existence ?
How can i can be so high ?
How can i be so over ?

How can i ?
How can i ?How can i ?
How can i ?How can i ?How can i ?

I was totally drunken...
and somebody told me i was vomitted on somebody tat i precious...
I just want to tell her " sorry" of my drunkeness ...
tat's all !

wish all ENJOY THEIR HOLIDAYS !

3 guys

090909

Test 2 is on process....

31~1 september

i were feeling great but some sorrowful was came out from my heart because i m going back to KL tomorrow!
i was get-together with some of my buddy at somewhere native place at
Kota Tinggi -Johor
(nice place that has lotsa of nature resource such as waterfall,beach like Bali island !!!once u come u will forget where ur home it's...lolll.)
call "AK"
haha...
there was a place full of my secondary reminiscence .
BUT there was an individual matter just now...
my buddy took my phone away and took someone of my contact number from my contact list,
but he did 't tell me who are he taken...haha...
hope that person is not you .
i don't know what i m thinking of recently,
i think i was fall in love with BLOG-ING..
In spite of don 't have any special event was happened but i still blogging...
maybe i will less update my blog because of my home in KL don 't have the wireless facility!
till here lol...


once u were browsing my blog,don 't u mind to leave your footprint?
why not ?gimme some invaluable advice...

lonely

i m not going for countdown with my friend and stay alone at home.
started from 11 morning till now about 12midnight,
mostly 90 % of time i m facing with my book
and laptop...but i still has lotsa of note not done yet...
i don't really know what i m doing for the most time.

Two more days ,i m going back to the Kl again by CAR,
this time it would be different from last ...

...moody ...

the ORPHAN

I went for sang k at redbox with some of my sworn followers today.

I was look like don't care everything and sang aloud differ from past that like sang for only ant can hear it...maybe it can't hear it also!

LOL....

It's wonderful tried and trained for me ...

After that , we went for watched a movie with title

"THE ORPHAN"

it's a ghastly movie and it detail it's hardly to describe because of my lazy ...

LOL....

i just can tell u all, this is really a outrageous and detestable movie that i saw in this year!

it's most horrible than the past well-known big film 'COMING SOON'....

btw, just go buy ticket and take a sit in the movie house but you must with the term of 18age and above !!!

exactly i am unwillingness went for just now activity but no one was forced me ...
but i was promise with my buddy ,so i need to go...
recently, my life was in a muck , how come ?
can somebody give me some advice ?
can somebody inspire me ?

decison

It was already 2 pm ,

i m not turn off yet,

can somebody tell me what i m doing for ?

i m troublesome on making some decision...

i were confusing in whether which one is the best for me...

lastly, i was made a decision that are

" stop thinking and turn off to get rest !"

let GOD make the decision for me....

Summer vacation...

one weeks of summer vacation,

for me >>> ............................it's meaningless ...

cos after 1 weeks of this vacation ,

i m going to facing

MY TEST 2 examination...

....wtf....

i still have lotsa of unknown for me to do research,

so,in this last minute,

i m going to bust one's ass on my studies

till here lol , i will keep my blog always keep on date..

i dun noe wat i m thinking for,i were feeling with u but not sure...

how should i do ?

wao....!!!~webding words

~holiadys is coming~

mean =~

~holidays is coming~

shit!!!

how can i be so careless ?

or

m i too out of luck ?

WHERE was MY KEY GONE ???

are it lose due to carelessness ???

i need to make some change of my life-style...
someone told me, every person will lose his/her 100 time of "THING" ,
so , should i fell cheerful of lose this small item...???

-玉-米-

路，该怎么走，交错复杂，下一站会在哪里-

路，该往哪走，幸福的方向，会否就在前方-

路，走得太累，是否停留，等待，也许更加幸福-

- 竹-风 -玉-米-

TAGged....

Instructions for fellow sheep: You've been tagged, you have the honor of copying all these goofy questions, writing your own response, and tagging 25 other victims. You have to tag me so really you just need 24 more people.


1. What time did you get up this morning?
7 am lol

2. How do you like your steak?
i like fillet steak only...haha

3. What was the last movie you saw at the cinema?
BLOOD-The last vampire..

4. What is your favorite TV show?
Anything tat can make me excited...haha!

5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be?
Arctic Ocean or Barbados...too pretty ed

6. What did you have for breakfast?
Forced to drink a cup of hot drink =.=

7. What is your favorite cuisine?
cuisine nouvelle lol...am i fastidious ? haha

8. What foods do you dislike?
seafood but allegic cant eat....

9. Favorite Place to Eat?
above tree...a restaurant in JB

10. Favorite dressing?
smart n casual lol

11.What kind of vehicle do you drive?
JAGUAR...

12. What are your favorite clothes?
anything tat can cover my body from naked...no leaf!!!

13. Where would you visit if you had the chance?
around the world

14. Cup 1/2 empty or 1/2 full
????

15. Where would you want to retire?
too early to plan la...

16. Favorite time of day?
morning, if i can wake up..haha

17. Where were you born?
a place have doc. n nurse lol...noob! it must be HOSPITAL ...dun ask bored question, ok!

18. What is your favorite sport to watch?
badminton

19. Who do you think will not tag you back?
........

20. Person you expect to tag you back first?
......

21. Who are you most curious about their responses to this?
.......every

122. Bird watcher?
bored....

23. Are you a morning person or a night person?
nite la...nowdays where got morning person o ???

24. Do you have any pets?
no...

25. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share?
....too long...lazy to type la...

26. What did you want to be when you were little?
lawyer...

27. What is your best childhood memory?
...too many

28. Are you a cat or dog person?
nooo..both wrong...

29. Are you married?
no

30. Always wear your seat belt?
always...

31. Been in a car accident?
of course

32. Any pet peeves?
nope

33. Favorite Pizza Toppings?
...

34. Favorite Flower?
any

35. Favorite ice cream?
any

36. Favorite fast food restaurant?
A & W

37. How many times did you fail your driver's test?
nope

38. From whom did you get your last email?
....

39. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?
any...

40. Do anything spontaneous lately?
nonono...

41. Like your job?
like...

42. Broccoli?
taste good

43. What was your favorite vacation?
Redand island...

44. Last person you went out to dinner with?
fren...

45. What are you listening to right now?
....

46. What is your favorite color?
WHITE N BLACK..

47. How many tattoos do you have?
DUN HAVE

48. How many are you tagging for this quiz?
a few

49. What time did you finish this quiz?
8.15

50. Coffee Drinker?
yup